The Secret is a book that lights many thousands of people’s eyes up, but its not that secret but the Secret that only serves one person ~ that’s the one who wants it keeping. They want it kept because it is something they should not be doing and do not want other people finding out. The pressure to kept the secret quiet, creates a deep level of anxiety for both people, the one who is keeping and the one maintaining it. Deeper, somehow for the one who is being made to keep it I think.
A secret could be that someone is being abused and are being cohered into keeping the secret and then once the secret is kept the abuser assumes a new power and it is your power of free speach they have used against you. This leads to you feeling lonelyness and creates echos of non relationships and very rarely through out your life would you have ever expeirenced the real you.
So “Unless the victim can find some permission and power to share the secret and unless there is the possibility of an engaging, non-punitive response to disclosure, the child is likely to spend a lifetime in what comes to be a self-imposed exile from intimacy, trust and self-validation.” Roland C. Summit, M.D.
And so the story goes, sitting here this morning reading through the research that goes way back to research done in the 1970.
I was reading some of the processes people go through to get validation and that was a concern of mine at the beginning but just having that one person made all the difference.
That was then and this is now but I still wondered why it it still so hard for people to believe the child when they tell you they have been abused and also when it is obvious that they are telling the truth.
Its not hard for me to believe them for I have told my dirty little secret many times and when I did for the first time I was believed by one person who mattered and would not use it against me and which in those days I found miraculous. Not so the other members of the family who sort me out and spate in my face and because I know the fall out of not being believed is devastatingly and the feelings of shame are over whelming. So we don’t tell and we don’t tell for a long time.
Its like the man who was asked about the green house effect and what did he think and he said “It doesn’t effect me I haven’t got a greenhouse” So we learn to lie deny and hide away from the truth.
“Shadows from the past throws a shadow across today’s sun. How long have you been a child of shame hiding your secret behind the mask.”Ralph Blum The Book of Runes 1982.
When will you tell and how if you got an opportunity to have the perfect scenario how would it work?
Who would you tell first, is this creating knots in your stomach and you feel an aversion to even thinking about it but if you don’t you take away your get out clause. You really need to over come the pain of it by imagination and Visualization, so you can get doing what you are really meant to be doing,
Finding lost bits of You and Healing.